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Aug. 16th, 2004 06:36 pmIt's strange.
The past few days, I just haven't been feeling... like myself. It comes, it goes, but I don't understand it. I keep feeling like there's a great knot in my throat; like everything, no matter whether it's good or bad, just makes me want to cry on someone's shoulder; like even the most positive things in the world for me are somehow bad ones.
I just wish I knew what it was that has me feeling this way.
Because I'm fed up with feeling fed up. Mum says just think positive. But I can't help it. If I had the faintest idea what this was, I'd be able to cope better - but I don't.
So I can't.
The past few days, I just haven't been feeling... like myself. It comes, it goes, but I don't understand it. I keep feeling like there's a great knot in my throat; like everything, no matter whether it's good or bad, just makes me want to cry on someone's shoulder; like even the most positive things in the world for me are somehow bad ones.
I just wish I knew what it was that has me feeling this way.
Because I'm fed up with feeling fed up. Mum says just think positive. But I can't help it. If I had the faintest idea what this was, I'd be able to cope better - but I don't.
So I can't.
