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Jun. 6th, 2006 06:06 pmSo my mum just invited me out to a meal at the pub with my aunt and uncle.
I said 'no'.
For one thing, they'd have the dog there.
And for the other? More importantly? I'd feel like a spare freaking wheel.I just can't see myself having fun... I'd get bored in five freaking seconds. They'd poke me for all these little bits of info and I just don't want to talk. All that for the sake of being Social with people I don't even really like, and I ain't going to let anyone play the family card as it's a joker. Yes, nice food is nice. But sitting there like a stuffed lemon isn't... and that's all I'd be doing.
But instead I'm going to get bored here. At least here I have things I can do... rather than stare into space...
I said 'no'.
For one thing, they'd have the dog there.
And for the other? More importantly? I'd feel like a spare freaking wheel.I just can't see myself having fun... I'd get bored in five freaking seconds. They'd poke me for all these little bits of info and I just don't want to talk. All that for the sake of being Social with people I don't even really like, and I ain't going to let anyone play the family card as it's a joker. Yes, nice food is nice. But sitting there like a stuffed lemon isn't... and that's all I'd be doing.
But instead I'm going to get bored here. At least here I have things I can do... rather than stare into space...