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For the past three days, my computer has point blank refused to go anywhere near LJ. I've tried *five* different web browsers. Including IE. You can see how desperate I was.
Nothing would work.
It seems to be playing nice again now. For the moment. But I need to hammer the f/page now to catch up... wonder what caused it?

I think this might be it.

I've only really admitted this to myself recently. But...

I don't know if I'm ever going to be able to finish writing Generations.
It's been in-the-works for a year now. I think this has gone beyond writer's block, into the lands of writer's brick, rock, boulder and cairn. I've tried, but the story just doesn't... it's just not there any more.
I just don't know if I can finish it.

So. I don't know what to do. I don't want to take it off ff.net - it's had too much work done on it to take it offline. It's out there. It exists.

I'll post what I've got here, although it's unfinished, to see if that helps me any. It's just - it was really getting to the point where everything kicks off, you know?

I don't want to leave it. I just don't know what else I can do.

I never thought I'd be reaching this point...