dragonchan_archive | Mar. 14th, 2004

Was my little cousin's christening today. Cute kid, even if she does have a too cutesy name. Thing was, the christening was all mixed in with a full on church service, and neither me or dad were exactly happy about it. I'm agnostic and non-Christian and dad's - don't know what, really - so we felt like we'd be hypocritical joining in things. Just closed my eyes and tried to reflect on things when the hymns and prayers were going on.
Bit of a party at the village hall afterwards. Free food always a good thing. Talking to some of my aunt's friends, about the Big Plans I've got for this summer's holiday. (I'll say what they are when it's booked properly.) Nice couple.
Got a bit too stressed, though, somehow. I mean, we were just chatting, and when we got talking about things that usually annoy me a bit I ended up totally breaking down... as I said, probably just one of those days. I'm an emotional person, but I felt like I just went too far... Oh, well. No one was really paying attention except my parents and the people I was talking to, and they were okay with it. Kind of a relief. Was just about okay in the end, though. (Enough that I ended up doing karaoke. Sober. At 3pm. Geez.) Still, I just feel really out of it at the moment. Better for writing things down though. Need chocolate asap.